It's been three days since the assignment ended and I am still fighting with my feet. On each foot underneath between the heel and the arch is a lump that will not go down. It's sore and the skin is peeling on top of the lump. I have identical lumps on each foot. It's freaking me out a little. I don't have a doctor to go to. I have been soaking my feet over and over and they will not go away. It's not painful to walk, but I know this is not normal.
I was going to hunger strike this weekend, but I finally gave in and got the last of what was in the cupboard and make tuna casserole and ate it all yesterday so now today it's chicken noodle soup. Only one can and hope that my check finds its way to the office tomorrow.
Today is one of my old coworkers birthday. She was this pretty Latina girl who used to be really fat and lost all the weight. She was well into her 20's and still living at home. She drove a luxury jeep and wore nice clothes. Because she lived at home she saved all her money and because she did she was able to BUY A HOUSE when she moved out. She furnished it too. Her car was bought at auction by her brother for pennies on the dollar. I used to call it the brat mobile. She would laugh. She was the nicest girl ever, but had a hard time finding a date. But a few years ago she met a handsome prince who she got engaged to. Today he took her on a balloon ride for her birthday. That is the perfect fiancee. I think, her life is so linear. Everything in it's place. Even her dog is cute. I can't hate her because she's so nice. I just wish I could have that too.
I really want to go to the spiritual center today, but I am already dragging my butt. Maybe they have some job postings I could use.
It would be great if I could catch a break and get a real job this week.
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